Friday, August 29, 2008
.......hey, so my previous post wasn't my last post...
but anyway, i have something to say!! i'm becoming increasingly guilty- first, i wonder whether me quitting was selfish, cos although i have always loved to be in rhythmic gym, i'm still leaving u guys to sort out this mess. secondly, i'm beginning to wonder whether the seniors (especially sec threes) hate me, cos whenever i walk past them, it's like although they may not be looking directly at me, i kind of know they are. and it's like they either glare, or look away or just not acknowledge me, but there's just this aura of uneasiness which encompasses us. and it's pretty intimidating. sigh... when do we tell the sec fours? and the problem is that i really like our seniors and i'm not quitting because of any of them or because i can't stand the physical training but basically cos I LOVED RHYTHMIC GYM from the very BEGINNING and i can't bear to let this opportunity go. but i don't think they really understand.... sighhh :( u know what? i wish they could read this blogpost... anyway, i haven't gotten over NCC yet, and it'll probably take awhile to get control of my feelings for it. i never expected how much i would miss NCC when i was still part of it. basically, there's just sadness and confusion but absolutely no regret. yah... ok it's very hard to explain!!
anyway
tons of love
des
(pss.... can i continue posting in here?)
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